A Question of Identity

Tour de Fleece, Day 19.

Ostensibly a Day of Rest.

Yeah, I’ve been kind of scarce around here since Day 8, I know. Most of what I’ve been working on has been either A) not too interesting because it was merely more of the same (I’m a little beyond the halfway mark with combing the CVM, and just how much grey can you stand to see?), or B) under a special temporary version of the Stealth heading (nearly finished with that, and hoping for a reveal before the Tour is over). Oh, or C) - late-night breakthrough craziness of the kind that leaves you too exhausted and bleary to post. I’ve been taking pictures, at least. Have every intention of doing a comprehensive round-up post at the end of the Tour - and you know what they say about good intentions.

Meanwhile, this.

The other day, in the comments to the gradient skein post, Dan said something that really got me thinking. (Don’t you hate it when that happens?)

To wit:

But yes, this is where you find that you are, in fact, a Knitter at heart. Just as I am a Spinner… and a knitter, not a Knitter.

It’s certainly true in part. There is no denying that I am a Knitter - have been one for nearly as long as I can remember. But I think the point made there - in my decision about the fate of the gradient skein - is not that I am a Knitter; the point is that it demonstrates which kind of Knitter I am. I know plenty of knitters AND plenty of Knitters who would happily and successfully knit with a gradient yarn like that - or with the gradient-repeat variant that I’m still contemplating. Me… not so much. Me… laid-back and slipshod about so many other things in my life… when I knit I design, and when I design I need to control. Unlike some Knitters and Designers, I can’t let my yarn be the boss of me. Mind you, it’s a perfectly valid way to work; it just isn’t mine.

(Incidentally, I suspect that in truth Dan himself is fundamentally more Knitter than knitter, or at any rate could be if he chose. No one who has heard him talk about the transparency of sock construction could doubt it.)

Sure, Knitter at heart - you bet. All those tsocks in their tserried ranks to prove it. But - as someone once said about a second marriage after widowhood - my heart is a garden, and there is room in it for more than one flower. Knitter at heart, yes; but Spinner at heart, too. They’re not mutually exclusive.

I put it to you that if I weren’t also a Spinner at heart, I would never have made that skein at all. I did not need to see it to know that I wasn’t likely to knit with it. I knew that about myself, and about this yarn, long before I began work on it. I needed to see it, needed to make it, for its own sake.

Marcy, a Spinner at heart if ever I met one, is fond of playing out the following semi-apocryphal dialogue between muggle and spinner:

     Q: What’re ya makin’?
     A: Yarn.
     Q: What’re ya gonna do with it after?
     A: Have yarn. Dur.

That’s the Spinner speaking. The spinner may make any number of sample skeins as part of the production process, but it’s only the Spinner who makes yarn purely for the sake of making yarn; who makes yarn just to see how a particular combination of techniques and materials will work; who makes yarn that will live out its honorable life as a Petting Skein or an Ogling Skein.

The other day I spun my first long bast fiber; actually I blended hemp with bamboo, so a long bast fiber combined with a rayon-process fiber. I spun one strand of that and I plied it with a strand of cotton I’d spun on the charkha. Why? Because. Because I wanted to see how that combination of fibers would work together in that configuration. Because I wanted to see what it would be like to spin. Because - like the mountain - it was there.

I got my answers. I learned that I like spinning hemp, and that it’s a whole new and different experience from any spinning I’ve done before. I learned that those fibers work well together; I learned something about how to spin them and how to ply them and how to finish them. And I came away from it with 130 yards of yarn that may or may not ever be anything other than a Petting Skein, a trophy and memento of this particular spinning lesson.

I might make something out of it. I might make another yarn like it to make something out of. But I might not, and if I don’t that will be perfectly fine. Sometimes - often - yarn is made for a particular purpose, as a means to an end… but sometimes yarn is an entirely satisfying end in itself.

I put it to you that only a Spinner could feel that way about it.

More to the point, or at any rate equally so… only a Spinner, and a loony one at that, would make an 18-ply yarn purely for the sake of making an 18-ply yarn. Purely for the joy of trying. Purely for the satisfaction of figuring out how. Purely because the tools and materials are available and therefore it is imperative to find out whether it can be done.

And also, not so purely… on a dare.

You already know that I did exactly that for exactly those reasons. Now… gonna show you how.

Members of Team Russian Underpants, grab your popcorn.

Ken Burns, eat your heart out. From the same studio that brought you the Short-Draw Speed-Spinning Smackdown (oh, that’s right, you haven’t heard yet about the S-D SSS, have you), we now proudly present Fran’s inspired video production of the 18-ply Escapade - what Pam in the comments so aptly dubbed the Docu-Nuttery.

As for Fran - well, there’s no thanking her enough. And her work speaks for itself.

So without further ado, here it is, straight from the Oh!Zone:

Yeah. Tell me anyone but a Spinner at heart would do that. I rest my case.

20 Responses to “A Question of Identity”

  1. Jen Says:

    Now *that* was a movie to watch!!

    Can one eat popcorn for breakfast?

    Looking forward to the next challenge. :-)

  2. Marcy Says:

    You crazy. But you already know that, don’t you. And, yes, I agree that one can be both a Knitter and a Spinner.

    And now whatcha gonna do with that yarn??

  3. Presbytera Says:

    Nice write-up and all that, yeah, but…

    Shouldn’t it be Tspinner??

  4. Jody Says:

    Fantastic! Enjoyed every minute of it :-)

  5. Divine Bird Jenny Says:

    Hee hee, I can just HEAR Marcy’s voice in that little story. DURR!! :D

    Can’t wait to see the video when I get home. Work blocks YouTube so I can’t watch from here. Tsigh.

  6. Dan Says:

    ::chuckles:: You forgot to note how I later clarified that there’s nothing exclusive about either.

    It’d be hard to claim you’re not a Spinner with all the test skeins you spin. I mean really, you actually… SAMPLE! ::gasp:: Not to mention the gradient skein, and the 18 ply, and the skeins you spin at festivals, and the and the and the…

    I have so many sample skeins waiting to be spun. GuH!

  7. Geri Says:

    Yeeee-HAHHHHH!!! I was virtually plying right there alongside you, Mad Woman.

    It all goes to prove that (as Jerry Garcia said) the faster you go, the rounder you get.

  8. Caroline M Says:

    I’ve only ever see you talk through a keyboard so the real live talking person was more interesting than the yarn. I might watch it again and focus on the yarn next time

  9. cyndy Says:

    Perfect! That is a trophy skein now ;-)

  10. Colleen Says:

    When I got to the “120 holes” part, I snorted and my husband started singing, “some people laugh through their noses…..”.

    Looking forward to next year, loved the video.

  11. Melissa Says:

    I’m not on Team Russian Underpants but I happened to have some popcorn (with extra butter, no less)…Can’t wait to see how you tackle the next challenge :)

    This post also proved to me that I am (as I have long suspected) a Knitter but also gave me a reasoning behind why I will never be a Spinner (and have never even had the slightest desire to learn to spin): every yarn I made would have to be used *somehow*. I could never have a trophy skein so to speak. Now I’m left pondering whether I’m a dyer or a Dyer and what the difference is between the two (though I suspect I’m a dyer…).

  12. Marina Stern Says:

    You’re quite mad, dear Tsarina, and I mean that in the nicest possible way.

  13. Grimwitch Says:

    I want to be like you when I grow up. And maybe buy myself some of that fiber to play with…

  14. Erica Says:

    Some of us just start everything we do with a capital letter. =)

    That was some beautiful video editing!

  15. Cris Says:

    Amazing. Well done, Lisa. Brava. Great documentary footage, Fran, thanks for letting us see into the crazy awesomeness

  16. alwen Says:

    Clearly, the woman is mad.

    So nice to be among (mad) friends.

  17. Susan Says:

    As a beginning spinner I’m in awe! I have the distinct feeling that I won’t have progressed as far as you have in just two years! Very cool to watch you doing 18 ply! Will you be showing off samples on Sun. at Panera Bread? Would love to see it in person!

  18. Karen in McLean Says:

    A toast to the Tsarina, a proper Toast, not the rye nor the pumpernickel, but the finest of champagnes in the lightest and most shivery of crystal flutes, “To her eternal health and the glory of her creating,” now crash all flutes against the stones of the fireplace and fly away all.

    Cheers and regards, Karen

  19. onafixedincome Says:

    DocuNuttery aside (great job, guys!), what a very neat thing to watch!! Using my present tools and abilities, doing that would result in *such* embarassing YouTube fodder…. “CA woman extricated from own spinning by hysterical fire crew, dies of embarassment”….”Animal Rescue: Next, the woman whose cats had to be rescued from her runaway fiber addiction!”…..

    Not a Spinner nor a Knitter be….why should you settle for that when you can be a TSOCD?

    Which is short for Totally tScary Obsessive Compulsive Dedicat….also known as the elusive Ace of All Trades.

    Awright, Charlotte…now that you’ve mastered spinning spiderwise in record time, may I direct your attention to the third leg of the fiber crown, WEAVING?

    *smirk* Thought not.

    At least….

    not yet.

    Nicely done, lady!

  20. joanie aka-jmknitster aka ocassional vistor Says:

    How cool is that , how cool are you……i guess i am going to have to continue to visit and be inspired!

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